WELL MY OLDEST DAUGHTER IS COMING HOME WITH THE 2 GRANDKIDS....NOT SURE HOW LONG THEY ARE GONNA STAY OR IF IT WILL BE FOR GOOD,HOPEFULLY IT WILL BE FOR GOOD....WE WANT SO BADLY 2 GET 2 BE WITH THE KIDS....BUT WE ALSO CAN'T LIVE THEIR LIVES FOR THEM EITHER....WE CAN LOVE THEM,TEACH THEM,GIVE THEM ADVICE,AND PRAY FOR THEM BUT WE CAN'T LIVE FOR THEM....THAT THEY HAVE TO DO ON THEIR OWN.......MY OLDEST IS JUST LOOKING FOR A BETTER LIFE FOR HER BABIES AND I HOPE THEY FIND IT,SHE HAS HER BABIES DADDY TO HELP HER AND THEY HAVE BEEN THROUGH SOME BAD TIMES BUT THEY HAVE HELD ON TO EACH OTHER,AND I'M GLAD FOR THAT....WE ALL WANT OUR KIDS TO FIND TRUE LOVE AND SOMEONE WHO WILL BE BY THEM NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS AND BE GOOD TO THEM......WE HAVE TO TEACH THEM THAT LOVE IS NOT HURTFUL,HATEFUL OR REVENGEFUL....TRUE LOVE IS KIND,GENTLE AND THERE NO MATTER WHAT!!!! WISH WE COULD GET OUR SON TO REALIZE THAT........WE WANT THEM HAPPY AND SAFE......SO WE KEEP PRAYING FOR THAT TO HAPPEN IN THEIR LIVES..........TTYL

A FRIEND OF THE FAMILIES DAD PASSED AWAY, SO WE WENT TO THE HOUSE TODAY TO PAY OUR RESPECT'S.ME,MAMA,JAY AND EVELYN, WE REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, IT'S SO HARD IN THESE SITUATIONS TO FIND THE RIGHT WORDS. YOU KNOW NOTHING YOU CAN SAY CAN TAKE AWAY THE PAIN THEY ARE FEELING. YOU ALSO KNOW THAT THE ONE WHO PASSED IS BETTER OFF NOW. WE ALL HAVE TO PASS SOONER OR LATER,WHENEVER GOD DECIDES TO TAKE US. THERE IS NOT A PERSON IN THIS WORLD THAT CAN STOP THE WILL OF GOD. WE WATCH AND PRAY FOR GOD TO STOP OUR LOVED ONE FROM SUFFERING. AND SOMETIMES THE ONLY WAY TO HEAL THAT PERSON IS TO TAKE THEM HOME WITH HIM SO HE CAN GIVE THEM A NEW BODY, THEN THEY ARE HEALED FOR ETERNITY. I KNOW IT DOESN'T STOP THE ONES LEFT BEHIND FROM MISSING THEM OR EVEN WANTING THEM BACK. BUT WE SHOULDN'T WANT THEM BACK BECAUSE THEY KNOW HAPPINESS THAT WE CAN ONLY DREAM OF AND EVENTUALLY WE WILL SEE THEM AGAIN,IF OUR HEARTS ARE RIGHT AND LIVE IN COMPLETE HAPPINESS NEVER TO PART AGAIN. BUT I WONDER, HOW WILL WE KNOW THEM--WILL WE KNOW THEM AS WE DID HERE ON EARTH OR WILL WE KNOW THEM AS BROTHER'S AND SISTER'S? WILL OUR KIDS BE OUR KIDS? OR WILL THEY JUST BE SOMEONE WE KNOW IN A DIFFERENT WAY? WE ARE ALL WATCHING THE WORLD FALL APART AND IT ONLY SEEMS TO GET WORSE, WE ALL KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG BUT DON'T ALWAYS CHOOSE THE RIGHT WAY. AND YES I'M TALKING ABOUT MYSELF AS WELL AS ANYONE ELSE. I DON'T LIKE GOING TO FUNERALS, ITJUST ALWAYS PUTS ME IN A WEIRD MOOD AND IT MAKES YOU START DOING ALOT OF DEEP THINKING. AND NONE OF US KNOW WHEN IT WILL BE OUR TURN TO TAKE THAT JOURNEY, GOD NEVER PROMISED US TOMORROW AND HE NEVER PROMISED LIFE WOULD BE EASY EITHER!!!!! I FELT SO BAD FOR OUR FRIEND'S MOTHER, SHE HAS BEEN WITH HER HUSBAND FOR 63 YEARS AND THEY HAVE NEVER SPENT ANY TIME APART,TIL NOW, AND THAT'S A LONG TIME TO HAVE SOMEONE THERE AND THEN SUDDENLY THEY ARE GONE. SHE WILL MISS HIM, BUT SHE ALSO HAS GOD IN HER LIFE AND BY HER SIDE, SO SHE KNOWS THEY WILL MEET AGAIN........LOVE, TRUE LOVE IS SO GREAT!!!!!! GOD REALLY DID MAKE EACH OF US THAT ONE SOMEONE TO LOVE.......TTYL

WE ALL HAVE THINGS WE MUST GET PASS IN LIFE, LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS PEACHES AND CREAM. WE WILL ALL STUMBLE AND MAKE MISTAKES,BUT THE MISTAKES WE MAKE WILL ALWAYS TEACH US SOMETHING AND THAT'S HOW WE GROW AND LEARN.NO-ONE IS PERFECT,ONLY THE LORD ABOVE IS PERFECT,SO WE SHOULD NEVER JUDGE ANYONE BUT WE SHOULD TRY AND HELP PEOPLE WHEN AND IF WE CAN. I MYSELF USE TO THINK ONLY OF WHAT I WANTED,I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT OTHERS FEELINGS. I HAVE CHANGED AND NOW I TRY AND HELP PEOPLE IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN DO TO HELP. AS WE GET OLDER WE REALIZE WHAT'S IMPORTANT IN LIFE, WE CAN'T CHANGE OUR PAST BUT WE CAN TRY AND BE BETTER BECAUSE OF OUR PAST. I FIND MYSELF CRYING ABOUT THINGS THAT USE TO WOULDN'T HAVE BOTHERED ME, MAYBE AS WE AGE WE GET MORE TENDER-HEARTED,I DON'T KNOW. BUT I KNOW I FEEL THINGS MORE NOW THAN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. AND AS WE LOSE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES THAT WE TAKE FOR GRANTED,IT MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT PEOPLE ARE TO US.WE SHOULD ALWAYS MAKE SURE WE TELL THE ONE'S WE LOVE THAT WE DO LOVE THEM. BECAUSE WE MAY NOT GET A CHANCE TO LATER......WELL THAT'S ALL FOR RIGHT NOW.....TTYL

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